AW

2009-10-07T18:28:00.001-07:00

it's boring to come to work with nothing to do.

2009-09-21T10:03:00.001-07:00

i was wondering if someday i died, how am i gonna account to God the stuffs i did and thought.
i will be very honest, after all he made me he knows me and he loves me.

i procrastinate alot. i am just lazy and afraid.

i'm a angry person.
I hate my mother's husband.
He is a irresponsible person. i hate him for depending on my mother i hate him for not taking care of his children. i hate him for being an embarrassment. i hate him for being inconsiderate. i hate him for threatening me. i despise him for being like a idiot. i despise him for being a loser. i hate him for talking so loudly all the time and disturbed me. I hate him for being a troublemaker.
i hate him for picking on me.

I HATE NOT FEELING PEACEFUL
i hate that i am angry and stress all the time.

i am done hating. i want to continue living.
i want to find a job.
a proper job

2009-02-24T21:21:00.001-08:00

i swear thesedays i am damn irritable. JUST A TEENY WEENY BIT WOULD SPARK ME OFF.
SERIOUSLY jdhfgfhgfghfgkdfxhgshfdigerhgwhrghrhgfoishdjghsdfkjsjgsrjil

2009-02-01T23:04:00.000-08:00

dear bloggie, mommy was so funny today, she was nagging about my hair. she was like " why didnt you ask me for permission!"
me: OI, it's my hair lehhh
mom: take very long to grow leh, you siao one.
me: !!!
then she act tough but i know she checks on me every single day.
since when did she like my long hair, i rmb 2634535 years ago she always ask me to cut it short cos she says i cant maintan. how weird huh.

i painted very nice nails.
wee wee wee

2009-01-31T03:20:00.000-08:00

i live in a flat world
seems like dreams come to reality and reality sink into dreams
everything just gets worse
if i just admit that i am really upset, scared, extremely exhausted, messed up and crying all the time, will all these go away?

it has only been a few days and i am utterly tired
more so mentally then physically.
i feel like i am going to crack having to pretend i am okay.
i feel bad when my friends and family feel bad for me. i dont want them to feel bad for me.
i love my friends. i am not ready to go out with them, but even more not ready to be alone.
i am so tired yet i have to pull everything tgt myself.
what am i going to do?

2009-01-30T20:08:00.000-08:00

it's awesome to have at least my blog to whine to. haha (:
i think maybe i am getting better, you see, i ate 2 meals yesterday, i slept at least 8 hours yesterday ( good progress huh).
i still have my major mood swings but who cares, if i tell myself i am okay, i probably will be. and after all, i looked at the pictures again (today, i know i am damn bo liao), it still stings i guess but i think it's quite a good motivation.

HAPPY MERRY NEW YEAR

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

2009-01-30T19:44:00.000-08:00

it's mostly disney channel and friends
hhohoh(:

2008-12-26T06:21:00.000-08:00

i just want to keep a poker face and pretend that i dont care

i spent quite an awesome week this week as it was lyq's bd!
hohoho
we had a christmas gathering at yy's hse and it was fun,
we almost spent the entire night gambling! HAHAHAH i lost though(:

the food was awesome and the company was incredible!
thereafer we went up to yy's hse to mahjongggg
hahahah i was the greatest winner that night!
hail to the mahjongqueeennn.
yeaaa rightttt

on christmas day, yq and i went to pinic at west coast!
ROMANTIC HUH!
and i cooked pasta which didnt taste bad at all ( to my surprise) HEEHEE
we had an silly argument over twilight though!
HAHAHA
( you are lim dog dog)
i finished the twilight series already!
so excitng!!!!!!!!
i am going to buy all four books!
that is went i have the money though.

tomorrow's conrad has burnt a hole in my pockets ):
all worth it!

2008-11-17T07:17:00.000-08:00

Hello bloggie(:
life is so far so good.
(:
had dinner with classmates ytd and we ate a good lot.
hope raisa is feeling better(:

school tmr!
that is not hawt

2008-11-13T17:52:00.000-08:00

although i used to like LOVE joe jonas, but he's such an ass recently.
so he dumped taylor swift over the phone using 25 freaking seconds!!!!
to top that off, he dumped her for another girl.
i am addicted to gossips.

went for facial yesterday.
hahaha auntie judy was extremely funny.
juicy details.
but nah i am not going to shareeee.

i think celeb gossips made me stupid.
i apparently came school for nothing and i am stuck here till 12.
now it's only 9.40 ):
the official dummy.
i am just gonna take a nap or something.

p.s. angelina jolie is a bitch

2008-11-12T00:46:00.000-08:00

hello blog, i am in such a good mood today!Hoho. i was at daims house last night and i ran a fever. Daims being the goody angel made me sleep early so i woke up in bliss.
the other day i went vivo city with deb deb and we had fun.we went to daiso ( ya daiso!) and had already bought something to dress up for christmas. BOY, I am so looking forward to christmas.
and of course being girls, we cam whored.
HEEHEEHEE

Cant believe i am 20 already. I AM STILL VERY YOUNG, THAT I INSIST. so i am just gonna forget about the annoying things and stay happy, afterall the present is a present!(gift)

Met up with vion and cindy on monday night as well, we had a good laugh didnt we?
heehee. cindy is going overseas this saturday for vacation maybe i'll sneak into her bagpack?
love the met up(:

i am going to catch tropic thunder later, i heard it is not that good but there's tom cruise and even katie holmes.
i like suri cruise best though. she is the youngest of the cruiseeeee and always wears cute shoes.
she is one fashionista yo.
i kinda like taylor swift too, she cute and straight forward.
just caught her interview with ellen, it was so funny and justin timberlake appeared as guest.
seriously, i am addicted to celeb news. the best website ever is www.perezhilton.com.
trust me, you will probably get hooked there for hours.
that explains why i take forever to do my homeworks. sighh

it has been rainy recently, school was so cold ytd.
Raisa youyi glenn joys and me, went to eat sumo house ytd,
cheap and nice. they even gave us a huge plate of chicken cutlet cause we are students.
my shoe fell off during lecture, it was quite embarrassing cos it fell so far and i couldnt reach it so i sat there for a while without my shoes.):

i still have the meetup with ling and joey on friday to look forward to,
(:muah muah muah

(:(:(:(:

2008-11-10T07:47:00.000-08:00

Maybe I am a bad person that's why I keep losing friends
Maybe I don't have one at all

2008-11-10T00:33:00.000-08:00

i just celebrated my 20th birthday
gorgeousawesomewowtansic
the bf's efforts was/is much appreciated
Quantam of solace wasnt as good as expected.
mountfaber was beautiful

prettttttyyyyyy(:

thanks yuiiissss & glennnnnn (:

sorry renee and christel, i didnt manage to take pictures
happy birthday to angeline, laogao and stephanie as well.

the sister is homeeeee. T3 is grand man.

2008-11-10T00:23:00.000-08:00

something lighter,
we went to cut our hair ytd, so i thought why not bring
out the pictures of old school hairstyles and compare.
hahaha isnt that alot
of diff style in a year?

i think so.

2008-11-09T23:11:00.000-08:00

maybe it is my stupidity
i shouldnt have told you
to know that you would turn it around and make fun of me.
what kind of friend are you?
i take offense.
for your information, your gf is not hot as well.
wait till someone hit her with the same shit and see if then she feels happy.

i have a friend who doesnt know when to shut the fuck up.
the point is the whole world DOESNT REVOLVE AROUND YOU and other people have feelings too.

happy teachers' day

2008-08-28T08:09:00.000-07:00

hello i had such a good day,
i recieved a teachers' day present.
it feeeelllssss good. and she did well so i am a proud teacher.

hahah bf was being such a lazy bum today.
i pray and i pray that he passes his TP tomorrow.

nothing much to blog. tata
XOXO

2008-06-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

nothing to begin with, nothing lost.

apparently you dont weigh too much to me as a friend for me to want to rectify this.

simply no emotional lost.

today's the final day of work.
so weird. but it's over. i'll miss it, not!

2008-05-07T05:39:00.000-07:00

it just totally feels weird to not have what one used to have.

weird, i mean i am weird feeling weird.

2008-05-05T09:20:00.000-07:00

haven been updating,

i was busy with work.

gazillion papercuts

and i went genting with boyfriend youyi and glenn
some pictures update.

2008-04-20T01:55:00.000-07:00

ashley hates you.
so much for prioritising,
woke up so late, spend your time doing your stuffs,
i have officially wasted my sunday.
ya it is only right for people to wait for you.
and waste all their time away.

all in vain.

2008-03-31T08:24:00.000-07:00

pekcek mania

hate kelly services

met up with renee, dion love, faith and crystal.

love love
9 more days to being away in genting with love and love and love'slove
tomorrow is badminton day(:

2008-03-26T08:37:00.000-07:00

hello world.

been forever since i blogged properly.
i am going to continue my studies, which i totally cant wait.
with my besties to top that off.
(:
awesome.
been alil freaked out recently.
i was off cigs and that made me really really cranky.

all the bulls just kept coming my way.
my besties were my fence

met up with mag and francis on monday, was nice!
Francis was really late though and i had to run off soon after he reached):
met quan thereafter and we had a goodtime looking for eachother at bloody shenton way.
i have no idea why they call that place shenton way, DUDE, it's TANJONG PAGAR and you cant have 2 names for the same place yo. and my phone was flat which was bad( hey, it rhymes)

i wanna have holland V's Nasilemak and laksa again

Dental appointment's coming up
i gonna head to escape with debster this weekend and the meet up with the besties.

and dinner with my besties.
cannot get enough of them

initiative and responsibility in place, there's nothing you're not doing right.
plain words are just shit that bounces me off.
still how can one tell if it's gold "gold" or plated gold.
you just have to bite it with pain and injuries,
that's how one does it.

And

boyfriend i love you.

2008-03-23T12:58:00.000-07:00

worried sick
cried like a motherfucker.
made other peeps worried
i'm sorry, really.

if you are alright, you wont see the last of me.
and that i'm stupid.
literally.

2008-03-06T04:25:00.000-08:00

honestly what's there to compare?

the daughter herself is not, why's the mother?
watch me close to see me fall,
upset that i did not?

haha, your prideful blonde moment.
aww.

XOXO

2008-03-04T20:01:00.000-08:00

serpent.
3 snakes, prayers.

Πάτερ ἡμῶν ὁ ἐν τοῖς οὐρανοῖς·
ἁγιασθήτω τὸ ὄνομά σου·
ἐλθέτω ἡ βασιλεία σου·
γενηθήτω τὸ θέλημά σου, ὡς ἐν οὐρανῷ καὶ ἐπὶ γῆς·
τὸν ἄρτον ἡμῶν τὸν ἐπιούσιον δὸς ἡμῖν σήμερον·
καὶ ἄφες ἡμῖν τὰ ὀφειλήματα ἡμῶν,
ὡς καὶ ἡμεῖς ἀφίεμεν τοῖς ὀφειλέταις ἡμῶν·
καὶ μὴ εἰσενέγκῃς ἡμᾶς εἰς πειρασμόν,
ἀλλὰ ῥῦσαι ἡμᾶς ἀπὸ τοῦ πονηροῦ.
[Ὅτι σοῦ ἐστιν ἡ βασιλεία καὶ ἡ δύναμις καὶ ἡ δόξα εἰς τοὺς αἰῶνας. ἀμήν.]

girls- lesbian.
i'm so straight.
tumbling rocks, running, stairs.
people injured
police, paramedics, mf, chop off?
home.mom sisters,auntie,grandfather grand mother.
tumbling and shaking again
ran down the stairs,
auntie was missing,
granddad and grandma couldnt run with us,
grandma climbed out the block. was hit by a rock.
fell.
ran to the nearest kopitiam.
settled down
auntie came back and joined us.
her husband came too.

this is so weird

2008-02-15T03:15:00.000-08:00

okay, so my com is infected with virus,
hardcore suay cos it is like the exams period now yo.

valentines shd just be like any other day.
it is so commercialized, so over-rated.

it awesome enough to have the boy around,
see, i blog about you (:
wee.

i had fever this morning.
nabehmania.
i'm bored, i dont have pictures to post.
i am deprived.

~~I lub euux.~~

hahaha

2008-02-11T06:18:00.000-08:00

i feel ajhdfhweiouriowjefqiojeciemcejfrejhghvOAjdfalsjrojqiamcie

~~boy, do i miss you so.~~

2008-02-09T04:16:00.000-08:00

out of the crowd.
de-domination.
truly.

each to own accord
spotlight scrutinizes.
darkness falls.
satisfaction, not attainable.
greed roams.
bliss slips.
intensity builds.

all the time.

you dont know me.

2008-02-04T01:18:00.000-08:00

it is true, he shd just go commit suicide.
i wish he's dead.
oh wait, he is.
no difference from a dead man anyway.
as alive as dead.
my mom is so gonna dump you.
fuck yourself

judge me, criticize me.
honestly, like i care.
(:
11 more days to the firstttt paper.
i love my mom.

so i went to kengie's place to study and yes we semi-mastered consol!
hoho.
and we ate like 10 oranges each (tiny ones)
and we ate tons of junk food.
so,
we are gonna jog later.
hopefully i can semi master audit later as well.

2008-01-29T08:58:00.000-08:00

heylo you(:
i'm happy today.
i went shopping today.
bought a dress,
shoes,
nailpolish.
and met my eyecandy.
aisehhhhhhhhhhhh.

i love far east.
fareast is a awesome place.
gimme all the money in the world.
loves.

Happy

2008-01-28T00:59:00.000-08:00

so i went for facial today.
it was EXTREMELY painful.
but good.
(: no more makeups for now.
cant wait to CNY.
shopping tomorrow(:

2008-01-22T21:56:00.000-08:00

eh fuck you bitch.
fucking because your daddy is alive and mine's not then you can fucking be smug.
fuck you, as much as this is not my home, it's not yours too.
since i am fucking going to fucking graduate already you think i fucking wanna stay in this fucking hse.

seriously i can bring mommy with me and just me and mom, rich and peaceful.
your side of the family is a total mess.
sick, mental and screwed.
fuck you, bloody immature ah lian bitch.
a chip off the rotten wooden block.
at least there's something you are right about.
i am not your father's daughter,
and i am glad that it is like that.
fuck you and your side of your family.

FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.

2008-01-21T06:22:00.001-08:00

Smile big, for everyone. Even when you know what they’ve done

(:

2008-01-20T07:22:00.000-08:00

hello lamebrain.

Daddy LORD thy God is awesome.
i so wanna learn hebrew.

went to church today,
jobfair.
home.
read.
jogged.

intense

2008-01-19T07:28:00.000-08:00

so ytd was bad.
): emotional siol.
i scared myself too.
i am going to zap myself to forget it!
zap
zap
zap
):

UZAP

went town with daims and his fam today.
so cute. had heavy dinner siol.
): and livejournal is so difficult to use
and my mens is here.
(:

hoho, your pants' on fire.

2008-01-14T07:12:00.000-08:00

so this is why i have to quit smoking and i am going to.

Satan is always trying to destroy God's crowning creation "man", anyway that he can, and addicting people to tobacco is one of those ways. If Satan cannot destroy us other ways he uses this "little nasty habit" to slowly kill us over the years. Young people are the most vulnerable as many movie and television productions glamorize drinking and smoking. They never show the long term effects this habit has on people.

(Hebrews 11:24-25 says "By faith Moses, when he was come to years, refused to be called the son of Pharaoh's daughter; Choosing rather to suffer affliction with the people of God, than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season.")

Galatians 6:7-8 tells us that in time we shall reap corruption from our sinful habits.

Gal 6:7 Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.

Gal 6:8 For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.

Cor 6:19 What? know ye not that your body is the temple of the Holy Ghost which is in you, which ye have of God, and ye are not your own?

1 Cor 6:20 For ye are bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body, and in your spirit, which are God's.

Rom 12:1 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.

Rom 12:2 And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.

i need this desperately.

no more cig no more mortally sinful indulgence.

hearts my heavenly abba (:

2008-01-09T08:19:00.000-08:00

so, glow

so i can now officially unwind abit cos i just finished the last part for audit. yes, i am a little temperamental today and you know i know you know why. went for the sia talk thingy. it was so packed, i swear. for normal lectures, it is not even half as packed. for today's sia's talk. it was full-house and we had to book seats for friends and the late comers had to stand at the back of lecture 26. that was how exaggerating it was. and i saw more than a few familar faces, oh well.met queky and aud and pei xian for lunch ( oh and quan as well) and it was my first time to My Space. impressive place. condusive but alil crowded eh. still, something new and nice. and it's located at the business block. we are all spoilt business folks. alright time to clock into lala land.

2008-01-08T03:09:00.000-08:00

School sucks.
but my mates rock.
i went nutty today and took alot of pictures and i am kinda in a good mood so i edited all the pictures.
i know i am so talented. HAHAHA

i am so bored i can die and it is so fucking cold i wanna go swim also cant sia.

2008-01-08T02:59:00.000-08:00

2008-01-03T00:01:00.000-08:00

mos on 29/12/07
it was so awesome
everyone else was there.
debbie,chen,sherie,charles,joy,renee,me,daims,pauline,ashley,weilin,lijun,freddy,
andeline,peishan,wilson,alvin. i dont know the rest.

2007-12-30T22:52:00.000-08:00

it is just so tiring, i am not omnipotent, i cant be there for everyone at the same time.
it sucks to have to choose when i obviously love to spend time with both, cant i have the best of both worlds?
so i always ended up being sorry.

it's the last day of the year and i had to, had to, whine again.
screw yourself screw yourself screw yourself.
fucker is an official term in mozilla firefox's dictionary.
ho ho
screw yourself fucker. screw yourself fucker.

sometimes i just drive myself straight into grave.
and there were so many roadsigns,
what the heck was i thinking?
so now,
bury me.
or leave me to rot.

2007-12-30T22:15:00.000-08:00

i always ended up deleting my blog, which contains like say 200 posts.
bad move. now i cant remember what i have been doing days back.
ne'way, it's NEW YEAR'S EVE.
this year really really ended really quickly. it doesnt feel like the end yet.
(: i cant wait to 2008 but for now, i wanna close off my year with thanks.
thanks to my awesome friends for all the nut-times, euing, all the eyecandies, all the mj, all the partying and definitely through all the hardtimes.
what am i to do without u guys.
love babes.
happy new year's eve.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLES (:

2007-12-26T08:54:00.000-08:00

dinner was awesome.
it's the company that makes the difference.
now pictures.

zhuchao!

joey and desmond late laaaaaa (:

pre christmas- warlords

Happy Birthday You (:

2007-12-25T08:02:00.000-08:00

merry Christmas (:

right or wrong, yes or no.
my perspective, my judgments.
intentional, unintentional.
your reasons, your defense.
walk away,
i dont want to.
worse Christmas or best Christmas.
isn't so different.
what's the significance?
everything is nothing.
and nothing is everything,
as long as you are here,
roller coaster thrills.

cupcake simplicity,
small gathering,
morning madness,
friends,
donuts,
Christmas stories,
games,
plant beans,
rose vodka.

it's a smiley christmas.

2007-12-21T08:49:00.000-08:00

(: project/mahhhjong day.
it's alright, giving is better than receiving, besides, my mates won it fair and square.
hello to hole in the pocket.

at the end of the day, even when u are u not here, you are.
all the time.

2007-12-10T20:37:00.000-08:00

i thought i was gonna be really busy
but not really.
papers were not that bad.
have been having the breakfast at 4 am thesedays.
have beennnn stable. well i think that is considered a good thing.
3 more days of CT
and it is not even as energy draining as the projects haha(: i am still waiting for the pictures dudettes.

presentation for AFA was good.
thanks, girls.
clap clap
eyebags and messy hair are saying heylo.

mates mates

i'm having tax tomorrow. study time(:
love love

2007-12-08T01:08:00.000-08:00

??
it's so lame.
over me? craziness.
i only have eyes for buzz.
(:

2007-11-30T06:47:00.000-08:00

so much that i can totally die right now.
school sucks with this kinda people.
deadline Friday 7pm.
i received 1 lump of shit
and better still, shitless from the other 2
i stayed home on a friday night to do this and these people are ______________?
my report is due on Monday.
so kill me.
i am so crude(i practically removed all the f word before every word).

Wednesday met up with quan.
he's one happy boy
and i am happy that he is happy.
went to mug/play/gossip/bond * rolleyes:(*
some random pictures ahead.
eh our whole clique take pictures lehhh.
so deprived of that

btw if you guys can tell, that is just a piece of paper, not the cig:)
back to the project nobody cares.

i'm alil insecure now. i wish B was here with me.

craze

2007-11-28T00:29:00.000-08:00

the life is officially filled with projects and books.
can i get any boring-er?
doubt so.
and i cant even install the sims 2.
nerve wrecking siaaaa and to top all the frustrations off, i'm smoke-free. yay/boo
partypooper.

k pictures.

my love :), big time

Project meeting and dinner

Side Dish - darn cute

Lecture nutness. That's jenny in front though.

Quekster :) my love

Jenny missed.

2007-11-24T01:16:00.000-08:00

i need all the time in the whole world
.
and i need to rest. goodbye.

2007-11-21T08:50:00.000-08:00

i was reading.
kinda miss what we had.
once more?
i would love it.
but we are not who we used to be.
it'll be totally different.
mazing how we made it through and moved on.
how weird, at least it was nice to know i was part of it.
:)
all but a bad move.

Drama magnet

2007-11-21T07:22:00.001-08:00

drama magnet.
back to the same word.
back to the same phrase.
back into the vicious cycle which never ends.
my bugaboos,
never end.

:)

2007-11-19T11:26:00.001-08:00

Bleeding love.
awesome song

2007-11-19T10:29:00.000-08:00

seems like i'm missing out on alot of stuffs.
it's upsetting.
there's nothing much i can do.
all of us gotta move on someday, eventually right?
if it's my turn, i'll understand so.

right now i'm just gonna do the right thing.
books.

Thursday i'm going JB.
makeup lesson for IF.

Renee and joyjoy make the cutest couple.
glad.:):):):)

bulldoze

2007-11-18T08:41:00.000-08:00

Rahness la.

watched stardust just now.
awesomeness
the show was just funny.
and the main actor was SO HANDSOME.

ate alot of junk food just now.
cuiness
i wanna complain
my beloved jenny is sick.
and i haven been spending time with BIE BIE.

some bodoh was damn HM today.
that is the official nickname for now.
buzzbuzzbuzzbuzzbuzz away to la la land.

2007-11-17T04:52:00.000-08:00

i can so die from the pain now.
i cant eat solid food properly.
i wanna bulldoze my mom(randomness)
i hate to come home to this.
i am just going to sleep my Saturday away.
fuck this, seriously.

went to town with ling and jo ytd
met joy and renee and claudia.
pictures!

my sim looks awesome
her house, awesomeness
i'm addicted already.
and we spent the whole afternoon creating sims who look like yui and glenn.
and best of all, we are all neighbors.
:)

And it stats in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight

2007-11-08T22:43:00.001-08:00

This is a oh-so-sunny day and i really feel like tanning:(
oh well i dont wanna age that soon
double boo.
love you much much shall be the new phrase now cos many many can be counted while much is not countable.
GEE i love the jennies much much.

so instead of being in class, i am out here blogging cause it's tax and it is SOOOO boring. to the core to the max like ulitmate. met magesh awhile ago, miss the O'days. dinners, lunches, and yes the gossiping. no one else can gossip the way he can and to top that off, he knows alot of WOOHOO news. He is the true blue bim.
did i mention, i ate like 10cm-10cm-10cm of A Mango cheese cake and supper yesterday with O-ni as my dessert. i am not going to whine bout it cos it was awesome.

meeting Sherie in the afternoon forrrrrrr shopping.
Been forever:(
missed her fav line "like intense wei"
joy's : (anything in high pitch)
mine: (AWESOME LO)-amplify the volume 091283982 times.
wonder how is joey doing man. hope she is feeling better.
pray hard hard for you okay

Sims is so funny- my character is so pretty. i have yet to decorate the house, and teach her any abilities . i wanna go steal uncle lim's cd and install it :) i wonder if one can play sims using PSP. constance will be celebrating bigtime.
k yum's time now.

Birthday week

2007-11-08T08:01:00.000-08:00

6nov
and so, after steamboat with the 06 girls,
went down to look for joy and sherie.
joy was such a sweet pie, she came to pick me from my place.
how nice:)
headed to sherie's with a surprise cake, carrot cakes and drinks:)
we picnic-ed under the block, you may not believe this but i really enjoyed myself.
honestly, it's the company that counts.
fell sick though but we sent joy to airport where she took her flight to thailand.
7nov
reached home at 9.30 in the morning and slept all the way till plus.
fever!
then the ginggang shocked me by appearing at my voiddeck.
Uncle lim, uncle quan, uncle yum, uncle glenn, uncle shengjie, uncle gao, uncle desmond, uncle eeren, auntie youyi:)
pleasant surprise. lovely lovely
and they bought me this AWESOME VESPA HELMET.
Youyi and Glenn made me this huge bday card
we then drove down to steamboat again.
at the same place.
JOEY CAME.
ATE ATE ATE ALOT OF BAEE.
that is yum's nickname remember?hahahah
went to chill at SJ's place's kopitiam.
davidcooperfield, blackjack.

8nov
went to gym with youyi and glenn like for 20 mins.
HAHAAH weak sia we all.
played sims with uncle lim
joey's sick today so dinner some other day
:) :)

simplicity is bliss.
you guys are the awesomeness in me.

"If you forget
I'll remind you
If you're paranoid
I'm behind you
If You lose your head
I'll find you
Kiss kiss"

2007-11-06T07:37:00.000-08:00

Hateit.
i totally absolutely completely ate fucking alot today
so CUI till i can die.
awesome time spent with the classmates.
Cindy Vion Kengie Constance Valarie Yiling
Steamboat at chong qing
awesomeawesome!
i recieved 3 boxes ofchocolates already.
love it and hate it.
Sigh.
20 more mins to 19.
ehh fucking tired.
still at my auntie's place right now.
better hurry home.

lovelove
my friends are the awesomeness in my life.
and jennies rock my socks.
totally awesome.

2007-10-30T04:54:00.000-07:00

cough cough. sneeze sneeze. HA-chew, all day long.
so i didnt turn up for school again and this is officially the fifth tutorial i skipped.
imagine that.
screwed already:((
went to town to meet jennies yesterday
spent awesome time talking about how we are going stay next to each other and play mahjong across the blocks. Interesting! and how we are going to share our maids such as maria is good at cooking sophia is good at taking care of the kids and we are going to go on trips tgt and throw the hubbies and kids and maids at home. jennysherie sure cannot take it on. she will miss her hubby(fillintheblank) manymany.
hahah ya we also did pedicure yesterday, superkickass. paid like 30bucks and 9 for slippers cos i was wearing heels and it will destroy the pedi. the girl's attitude was horrible but the place awesomely comfortable.
stayed over at sherie's with joy.
catwalked in the middle of the night.
suppered
laughed like mad women.
:)
and the moment we reached sherie's, poofff, everyone fell asleep.
woke up to terrible cold and slept all the way till 3?
ate and headed home.
never a dull moment with sherie and joy:))
awesomeness.
manymanydeepdeephardhardlongtimeeverandeveralltheway.

hopefully things will turn out right this time.
i am crossing my fingers.
you are my comfortzone.

2007-10-28T23:51:00.000-07:00

i am going to be okay.
i am going to be okay.
i am going to be okay.
i am going to be okay.
i am going to be okay.
i am going to be okay.
i am going to be okay.
i am going to be okay.

i'll be shining on.
i am going to be okay. (:

2007-10-28T10:17:00.000-07:00

edited//

plans made!
saturday- Sherie and Joy(we are tight yo)
sunday- ashley, pauline, debbie, jiahong,weiwen,derrick,jeremy,kokkok,sinye,tiff,may,wendy
monday-ta06 girls.
tuesday-christel and renee and on and stephf
weds-Q&Q,yum,glenn,gao,youyi,keehan,desmond,eeren
thursday-beloved baby(joey),ling&jasmine.

k then i'm done.
happy 19 to me.
wee.

2007-10-28T02:18:00.000-07:00

'll see you on the flipside

spent jitouawesomelovemanymany time with joey,ling,jas.
feels like old'time.
though short but intensely high quality time spent.
beeping of calculator.
searching for presents.
koping of agnes b's freebies(HAHAH)
:) the only reason i love school is to have you guys around.

alright, since it is dark and gloomy i shall get intense, like to the max.
i just had lunch with joy and sherie.
awesomeness just dont stop man. it just keeps bringing us to a whole new height.
"money is not a problem but will you pay first?"
and i swear that most people do not know Beverly hills' postal code yea.
haha. and yes all the other halves we have are all *******
meeting up in a while.
i just cant get enough of you guys.
that's why my life is awesome.
woo. time to dominate.
DICTATORSHIP.

time to stop and repent, dont cha think so.
cigs and party all out the door.
i dont need to be who you all want me to be.
i am just me.
have always been.
we might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now, i got to go my own way.

And I'll take that chance 'cause I just wanna breathe
And I won't look back and wonder how it's supposed to be

2007-10-27T23:10:00.000-07:00

There's something growin' on the outside
Too much missin' on the inside
Should I waste my time and let you lead me on and on
and on and on?

Making sure there's nothing showing on the outside
Somethin's dying on the inside
I'm still broken but I'm free
I'll see you on the flipside

Stop, turn, take a look around
At all the lights and sounds
Let ‘em bring you in
Slow, burn, let it all fade out
And pull the curtain down
I Wonder where you've been
You've earned everything you've found
And painted faces frown
I'll say I knew you will....

2007-10-27T23:01:00.000-07:00

When I'm Gone Lyrics
Artist(Band):The Click Five

Dear love,
Better sit down
Bad news
Get the word out
Accidents
Come with conclusions.

I'm numb
On the asphalt
Don't cry
Wasn't your fault
I can't feel
It's just confusion
(Keep on keep on keep on)

When I'm Gone
And the lights are out
Don't be sad for long
(When I'm Gone)
And the lights are out
I'll be shining on
I'm just gonna let my life
Bleed on this letter
Let my song
Sing on forever
I'll still love you When I'm Gone

Teardrops
Paint the faces
Despair
Is contagious
Dressed in black
Clutching a red rose
(Hold on Hold on Hold on)

My love goes on
And the lights are out
Don't be sad for long
(When I'm Gone)
And the lights are out
I'll be shining on
I'm just gonna let my life
Bleed on this letter
Let my song
Sing on forever
I'll still love you When I'm Gone

And the lights are out
Don't be sad for long
And the lights are out
I'll be shining on
I'm just gonna let my life
Bleed on this letter
Let my song
Sing on forever
I'll still love you

(When I'm Gone)
And the lights are out
Don't be sad for long
(When I'm Gone)
And the lights are out
I'll be shining on
I'm just gonna let my life
Bleed on this letter
Let my song
Sing on forever
I'll still love you When I'm Gone

2007-10-27T22:17:00.000-07:00

had this lovely met-up with ta06 girls.
missed bigtime.
we had so much fun eating sushi.
taking pictures.
and pretending we paid for the food.
just one word.
FUN.
WE SAW THE ROCK.
weird hairline though
think he is here for the new film's gala premiere.

met up with sherie and joy after that.
neo-pets talk till 1!
yes i have a pet CHIA.
and i am filthy rich in the neoworld
hahaha.
went MOS after that.
went to prata place there after.
went home after that.
slept all the way till 4 thereafter
went to Eeling birthday party after thatttt.

with burden, ah ber, jenny (for real)
awesome weekend spent.

2007-10-23T08:20:00.000-07:00

okay, so my blog is on the verge of dying, who cares man.
went for click5/blackeyedpeas' concert yesterday,
was awesome.
lead singer ultra handsome.
had alot of fun:)

School was bad today cos i woke up late today and missed 2 lectures.
met up with yum for puff and joey and jasmine to go to town.
yes i still wanna hear what u wanna tell me.

yes i am going to eeling's birthday party this saturday,
21 SIAAAAAA
met up with beloved sherie and joy just now.
as usual, dozen of nonsense and mean shit.
but fun.
tmr we are gonna go for interview :)
Me and sexbomb.

Eyer. tutorials. eyer lectures.
tired already siaa.
how siol.
:)

the moment.

2007-10-15T02:07:00.000-07:00

was in town ytd.
met up with Debs, jenny, darran, adam, someguy, joy.
was totally SPASTIC, i swear, we imitated Victoria beckams, paris hilton.
as IN WE WERE TOTALLY DOING THE RUNWAY WALK In the middle of ORCHARD.
imagine that. NUTS.
and ADAM did not own me okay jenny.

first day of school today.
heh. was so exciting.
i ate hokkien noodles, 4 pancakes, chips, seaweeds, apples.
oh beat that man.
i am gonna be the fattest girl in town man.
BOOHOO.
met up with gazillion peeps, nice nice. faces i haven seen in months.
meeting jenny later.
oh yes, I MET THE REAL JENNY TODAY
hahaha:) badly missed.

auntie jenny, READ THIS:)

I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one else
I'd rather rescue myself.

I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free

OHB is my new home:)

We are living in the moment
i feel you, safe and secured, just right by my side.
with you, there's no constipated truth.
nice:) at least it's valid for this moment.

2007-10-11T22:14:00.000-07:00

today is officially my last day.
:) i am so so so happy. though i am really busy too.
and yes, i got alot of freebies too:) heeheeheeeheeheehee
as auntie as can be.
still i am going to work parttime for mediacorp.
as promoter.
lovely isnt it.

i am going to meet miss debbie tmr.
so happening.
i ate so much while i am here i am growing FAT FAT FAT.
drive myself nuts

been happy thesedays.
Jenny has been such a joy to have ard okay.
silly girl been through so much.
hopefully everything turns out fine.
everything for everyone.

i like how we are now.
:) BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ.
amazing how i am willing to give up social butterflying for this.
everything isnt so bad, not at all.
Nice.

bad girl gone good siaa.
cant wait to go back to school.
i know i will definitely curse and swear while i'm back:)
MY LAST SEM ALREADY LEHHHH.

I SOUND SO BIMBOTIC.
BUT, ALL BECAUSE I AM REALLY HAPPY
CANT YOU ALL TELL?

joey, missed:)
BIGTIME.

2007-10-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

"Real Girl"

If I had one chance to
In my life again
I wouldn't make no changes
Now or way back when (yeah)
And if everything turns out
The way I hope it goes
But I cant wait to find out
What it is that God knows

But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

And nothing's ever perfect
There's no guarantee
And if I knew the answers
It would put my mind at ease (no)
So I'll just keep on going
The way I've gone so far
And maybe I'll end up
Tryin' to catch a fallin star (yeah)

But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

Baby this is who I am
Don't need you to understand
'Cause everything is right where it should be
It wont be long til you know about me,
'Cause I don't give a...
Even when I'm out of love
'Cause everythings just how it should be
And it wont be long till you know about me

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl

I know exactly who I am

2007-10-07T01:16:00.000-07:00

this is a wow wow weekend!
WEE.
Spent the friday night with beloveds.
Plush's opening.
BOO BOO BOO. they replayed the hot songs for more than 2 times.
but the company was fab, went with quannnn, mickey mouse, buzzbuzz.
and sexy came down with her chow chow to join us.
woo. yes, classic classic- i told buzzbuzz my name's elephant.

woke up at 4 plus on saturday and went to meet the fellow bimb (love love love love love love X 6635355538 times) LOVELY and cute and OH, we didnt take pictures at all. irreplaceable. met kingkong pau too.
hung out for a while and left to join dannnnyy, glennnyyy and youyiii.
boardgames & food & rugby.
"he paiseh already go home and cry", "you know why he never score, cos he haolian"
tons and tons of laughters and they took yummy's weight as benchmark for "heavy".
darn evil
Sunday,
breakfast was awesome,everybody sat down and ate together. something different.
it was really nice cos my family do not practice that, cos mommy comes home late, daddy works night shift so we even barely see each other.

so indeed it was a very nice weekend spent.

like you do, i do. heartfelt sincerity. everything is awesome.
at least for now.

2007-10-02T21:19:00.000-07:00

down down down, i am
so i am trashing every shit outta my life

7 years of friendship,
i am forsaking you for real.
so in the very end, you are just a playmate.
sure we can go out and have fun, sure i can pretend like you didnt said nothing.
still i'm gonna mind, MIND, MIND.
call me petty, childish or whatever u want man.
i'm moving at a constant rate with negative gradient.
i wont say forever,
but you wont hear me for a while.
and yes, i very much love to practice silent treatment.
it's not a punishment, for you are not in fault in your eyes.
each to own accord.
HAHAHA, ORD-ED
HOORAY.

miles apart with nothing in mind.
i dont wanna be anything other than what ive been trying to be lately.
i dont wanna be anything other than me.
i am ashley catherine Andrews Wen pei zhen.
i miss debbie & Sherie already.
constipated truth.

2007-09-30T09:18:00.000-07:00

ii just destory-ed my pedicure
FUCK FUCK FUCK

2007-09-30T01:29:00.000-07:00

MAN, it is sunday already i am at the sister's home, went to walk her dog and chillll.
am meeting the besties for steamboat later.
they better not be late.

Celebrated glenny's birthday ytd.
went to his place with the whole ging gang.
was damn fun! lepaked and crapped a hell lot.
we played icebreaker.
yeaa i admit, we cheated. man, i aint gonna eat greentea-beer mixed hashbrown.
hahahaha
then we went down to century for pool/snooker while me and quan play generals zero hours.
damn, i got trashed 2 times.
i tried to sneak attack on him.
totally failed.
i suck big time
SIGH.

went for supper (yes supper, u heard me)
and we were talking about not being able to not say "jitou"
i love this kinda meetings
can we do it real soon again.

yea, it's time to learn self control.

2007-09-28T03:38:00.000-07:00

Oh, fade into the ever-mountain-like-piled workingpapers
tell me how not to get emo over this
it's friday night.
i am stucked in office.
sucker sucker sucker.

debbie promised zoo tmr.
butttttt the free tickets are for next weekends.
mannnn
sat hurry come
hurry hurrrryy.
i was out for a fag just now and this super ajsndjsdjfslfj guy bumped into me and hit my right leg.
it is totally mindblowingly(wrong wrong) painful!
u dont wanna know. (or feel)
yes now i shall crawl my way ard the office.
my life sucks.

wooooooooooooo i am alone in the office.
woooooooooooooooooo
wooooooooooooooooooooo
wooooooooooooooooooooooo

fever has taken control over my brain.
hell just broke free.
if i accidentally burn down mediacorp publishing
and u dont get to read any magazines this week,
please blame SUSAN KHO-jklahsdsjcfhdsfsdjfk boss.
it is her fault.
has been, is, and always will be.

i wonder if that buzz buzz bought the present already.
i wonder if my joey is still working right THIS MOMENT.
i wonder what is sherie doing.
i wonder if debbie is working ot.
i wonder if goopy takes its dinner already
i shall talk to igod now.
repent made convenient.

I AM NOT A BIMBO.
CHEERIOS TO MY SUCKY LIFE
BEAMS

2007-09-25T10:20:00.000-07:00

this is just gonna be a short entry man
just returned from town.
one cannot imagine how tired i am
OT-ED
cos the f'king bitch informed me last min, and i am going to have to do OT all the way till friday
bless me.
lunch with victoria/sherie miller tmr.
and dinner with kammy
coolios.

town was fun,
i bought a new phone.
on top of being really pretty, it has, NOTHING
how dumb man.
and i have been ripped.
when the pretense crossed the line and become reality.
dumb belle.

met sherie victoria miller, kammy, javiar, debbie, ashley, pauline, weinan, sam
craze man, i tell u
bought clothes too.
:) been a happy girl cos this girl just paid electricity bills & it's on again
on, off, on, off, ON

poof, it's off again tmr.
man i needa make it GIRO BASED.
so it will be ON like all the time/

it's time to quit using "like"
totally bimbish.
sigh.
alright yo mama wanna turn in righttt now.

80cents!

Social Butterfiles.

2007-09-23T22:16:00.001-07:00

Went town with the beloved neighbour ( i love to call her that, BEAMS)

that silly girl was sick la.

she almosted fainted. damn pale & cold sweat.

scared the shit outta me.

she went off to meet her friends and I met KAMMY

and SHERIE.

cos it was like kammy birthday.

we like had so much fun talking.

sat down with mr darren, mr variant (the air steward sioll, and according to sherie, damn pretty)

miss august, em, variant's friend, kam, sherie(victoria) at rockys.

we had so much fun camwhoring.

met gazillion of the ginggangs in town.

Debbie looked damn pretty yesterday.

u see la, women in love,

glowing siol.

met pauline & ashley too.

was very happening.

woo I MET JIAHUI SIOL

LUNCH TGT LUNCH TGT:)

yay. one more __________ in school.

how exciting.

missed bigtime alright.

went to stay over at sherie's

we are living in the moment

let the game begin.

we have, 10 days.

Oh, Social Butterflies & Social Catalyst.

speedy siol

This is what it is gonna be for this week

Monday- SHERIE SHERIE

Tuesday- Debbie & Sherie

Wednesday- Kammy & Sherie

Thursday- Norman & Sherie ( again!)

Friday- Eugene & Sherie (roll eyes) & ginggangs.

Saturday- glenn's birthday, can i bring sherie again? HAHA

Sunday- SHERIE?

SIAAA LAAA

I was staring out the window

The whole time he was talking to me

It was a filthy pane of glass

I couldn't get a clear view

As he went on and on

It wasn't the outside world I could see

Just the filthy pane that I was looking through

So I had to break the window

It just had to be

Better that I break the window

Than him or her or me

Social Butterfiles.

2007-09-23T22:16:00.000-07:00

Wedding

2007-09-21T08:52:00.001-07:00

went to my uncle's wedding just now.
i dont know him btw,
cos i have so many relatives that i simply lost track.
but where were they hiding on Chinese New Year :(
SIGH

i met so many sweetpies:)
they are like so so so so so so cute can.
i simply cannot resist them.

Hello GARY!

My Future Husband

:)

He is my fav okay.
SINGLE EYELIDS :) awesomely wonderful.
SCREAMS

I WANNA BE A DINK I WANNA BE A DINK I WANNA BE A DINK

Wedding

2007-09-21T08:52:00.000-07:00

2007-09-20T18:13:00.000-07:00

Did i mention we drew on sherie's WALL.
giant lips!

after much agony,
the figures are tied, sia.

all thanks to cindy!

she's really my superwoman

went to town to meet "JENNY" & ginggang
she was so bimbotic can
"if i'm me, i'll rape myself"-sherie
like hello, that makes perfect sense.
but we like had so much fun weighing the pros and cons.
and the B VS M or consider W?
Hahah i am just kidding OH-Right
We met christine & Kok & "Tommy" too!
so funny.
atine called out" eh bimbo!"
i totally turned.
:( i am so not la. Just playing dumb bigtime ok, and it is fun!
esp with people like debbie, sherie, christine, joey, playing retarded is just SPASTIC-LY FUN.
Oh uncle Lim is back in singapore already.
and i like the shirt alot.
Thank you again:)
Cant wait to see the girlfriends later.
debs and sherie, hopefully sheila too.
smiles:)

Oh take me to fairy land.

2007-09-18T06:43:00.000-07:00

even being a supergirl doesnt help at all.
as much as i wanna help,
there is limited i can do.
But i just wanna be there when i can
i am praying really hard that you will recover.
my dear friend, you are really missed.
chilling out, being there when i needed you.
laughter, joy, fun.
you walked me through so much,
i really couldnt see how i could be this person without you being there.
being such a wonderful person you are, you dont deserve this kind of shit.
God is with you, Jesus is walking with you
Get well soon.

:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:( :(:(

there's a flip side of every thing.
:(
(:
maybe one's happiness is really built on another's misery
you are missed already.
i am such a weak shit.

2007-09-17T23:12:00.000-07:00

i have been a happy girl till like NOWWW cos class 24 has been filled up within 2 mins
how sad can i get
:(
AND I CANT TIE THE FUCKING AMOUNT BY 1.1 dollars.
now, you see, the world sucks

attt leasttt i have cindy with me in class 28.
BEAMS

so this poor girl is feeling terrible cos she was so irritated that she digged into gazillion snacks and sinful junks.
and she is pulling all her hair out.
she would probably snap and break into pieces before school starts.
OH WELL.
:(
spare my WHIMS.

cindy was very very nice.
she bought me stuffs from THAILAND
BEAMS

i am crossing the fingers.
Oh suckers.:(

2007-09-16T07:10:00.000-07:00

i woke up late!
and i got scolded by mr chia :(
"NO EXCUSES"

Ginggang of us went down to watch Mr Gao's performance.
Desmond, Quan, Me, Ee ren.
We were damn excited siol
the victory was well deserved.
:)

Ne'way the champion boy bought us lunch and we went down to town to shop awhile.
met mr ashley chia, and mr weinan took my perfumes:( and i am a selfish bitch.
MEOW.

and went back to timah to meet mr damien lim and they played pool while i met Miss Sherie.

Screamed laughed bitched.
and sheila came.
they went to MOS with my beloved brother.
how interesting siol
Winks.

I am sucker for boyish boys.

As to prove my point.

I GOOGOOGAGAED OVER THEM YTD.

a girl has her rights to be nuts alright.

:) just like boys are so__ ( fill in ya'self) over fiona xie

PUR-LEASE.

Behold, the following pictures are Dangerous,

not suitable for weak hearts.

(yea, whatever)

Jonathan Bennett!

Adam Brody ( Seth Cohen)

Chad Michael Murray

Channing Tatum!

This is totally Debbie & My Favorite Hobby.

Girls!

2007-09-11T22:38:00.000-07:00

Hell yeah,
i have been really busy :( thus my blog is filled with webs.sigh.
ne'way
camwhored like super alot recently but where are the pictures yo?

watched John Tucker Yesterday, it WAS AWESOME.
JOHNTUCKER (JT) IS SO HANDSOME, LIKEWISE, the female actress is drop dead gorgeous too, YES we all have new eyecandies:) BEAMS

met mr lim in town and went down to marina to meet ee ren & the gf
chambered!
oh funtime flys.
:(
it is quite funny when we took forever to choose the movie.

saturday( or was it friday?)
we were at coloursbythebay

Hello ms Valentina

Debbie yo

Awesome view

Mr Javiar yo

Puff it up :)

KAMMY IS A SUCKER.

we were crazy like always.

Over the weekends also met Pauline, Debbie & Chen & sheila & WILSON TAN WEI JUN.

and i met joey on monday:)

xiaolongbao rocks.

and ya i'm happily attached.

TO JOEY

HOLLA!

Alfred wanna whack me siaa.

sigh.

2007-09-01T09:51:00.000-07:00

todayyy

:) went to work at sentosa today for familydayevent with Vion & Francis Lim
camwhored.
couldnt be any slacker;) i want more!
met tons of babies & kids and yea the maternal instinct rang really loud.
i wanna have DINK (faith told me this is the official term for Double Income No Kids)
at least that's what i want for now. this is the 2 1th century yo.
left sentosa and headed down to the IT fair and got myself this ugly little thing ;(
bought blings blings to beautify that thing and dadang, it became this reallyyyy reallyyyy adorable piece ;) Eggciting siol
met the sister and shopped around till 11.
found some great deals (WEEEE)
it's always fun ard her cos she's so bubbly 24/7.
today is the last day i'll get to slack
monday shall never come.

i'm living in the moment.

;) XXX, missed.
i give shit alright.

time for bed.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
a tired woman is an angry woman.

2007-08-26T00:53:00.000-07:00

it amazes me that one will actually dislike the fact that strangers or non-close friends are reading their blog.
crave for privacy, use livejournal with password then
spare the hassle and drama yo.
so lame.

unknowingly,
i have been having fun for 3 weeks now
isnt it time to get my ass off the chair and work
i shall pray hard enough that i'll get the job
;) oh i am going NDC on friday to do my braces consultation
isnt it exciting.
i know of someone who has been asking and probing and niaming me to do it.

Quan said that i'm really whiny and bimbotic.
i beg to differ.
it's so fun to hop around and roll the eyes and eu the crowd and wear the makeup as long as i'm awake.
you needa cut me some slack yo.
holidays are suppose to be like that!
speaking of holidays, i kinda rmbed that we were suppose to go genting tmr.
it's upsetting that we are not alright.
sickening shit.

;(

2007-08-25T16:56:00.000-07:00

phutured!
TA06 girls (without winne, pat, tam and ying ying ;( )
nonetheless it was.... wild.
valarie, wanqi, yiling, constance, cindy, vion, raine, eddie, kammy, javiar, debbie (ang), clara, ken, sherie, des, ,mambo king, mark. aye everybody was there. it was just awesome.
though phuture started off with house which was boo!
but it turned R&B in the end. HEH that rocked the house.
i am so in love with R&B that i am as black as can be.
debbie brought us into velvet for the Motorola event.
fiona xie was there walking around kammy wanted to say hi.
well debbie didnt want to introduce fiona to him, oh well.
OH AND DEBBIE KNOWS ALEX POLSTRA.
and he still have not gotten over his ex, aww.
i like i like!

zouk was boo too, personally cause i'm anti-house&trance.
however that made the boyfriends happy cause they can shuffle very well. which i cant even catch a beat. i am like a trance idiot. swear, and swear again yo.
i am heading down to zouk & mos on this wed cos it's pauline's birthday.
hopefully the ex girlfriend can make it too.
and
hopefully my clique can come too. i am anticipating it big time la.
idiot seh, always dont wanna come ;(

sat might be going dxo for faith's event or zouk for the paul van dyke event ( kammy has been very enthu over it)

cant wait.
BEAMS

2007-08-23T04:31:00.000-07:00

Alex Polstra

so handsome i almost fainted.
;))
CHRISTEL I WANT THE REST OF OUR PICTURES.

if i tell you i'm upset, would you believe?

2007-08-22T23:47:00.000-07:00

woo their exams are over.
GRINS

went to meet christel, jody, stephy, joleen, fiona and headed to zouk at 9 plus!
cause they wanted to drink.
metdebbie, chen yang, ruiqing, isabel, geralding, timothy boay (yes he was asking me where's joey again.hahaha)
clara, liwen(yeaks), emily, weiliang i think, AND YES, ALEX POLSTRA. HEEHEEHEE. so handsome, i can so marry him on the spot.
i said i wouldnt drink but in the end i drank.
talk is cheap.
neway, i got so high,
we went to the toliet and sat down for-ever,
then i set the toliet roll on fire.
YES, I FREAKED OUT.
we just ran out of the toliet & bumped into alex polstra again.
no time to say HELLO or GOODBYE.
went straight home after that.
no more PHUTURE ANYMORE;((

2007-08-21T07:22:00.000-07:00

WAKE UP CALL- MAROON FIVE
You don’t care about me anymore. Care about me?
I don’t think so
I’m so sorry darling; did I do the wrong thing?
Oh, what was I thinking?
Is his heart still beating?
Maroon 5 - Wake Up Call lyrics

2007-08-21T07:15:00.001-07:00

okay, so why bother let ______ take over.
it was never ______ __ __ anyway .
besides _______ is so _______ anyway.
so i'm a ____ girl.
haha fill in the blanks NOT.
cant wait till tmr.
RAH gorillas are gonna be freed.

2007-08-21T06:52:00.000-07:00

faith=asshole
went swimming just now.
sunshine was out siol
lol.
fucking funny, we tanned, semi-swimmed ( cos some asshole was too lazy and laze ard the poolside) jacuzzied, hot tubbed.
smoked gazillion.

went to town to shop ard cos that asshole wanted to get her bf something nice.
aww.
and we walked and played and tried on clothes and gone bonkers.
oh some fur ball assed her ass down on supposedly faith's seat thus the glaring and the sms-bitching started. we giggled so much i bet big time that she knows. HAHA NAH, DONT GIVE SHIT.
EH HA.
and randomly some asshole peeped at the guy beside her who look totally ( fill in the blank yourself).
Had a happy girlsdayout.
we dont need no jiquan no more.
oh yea the D&G glasses are chek sia.

2007-08-20T08:05:00.000-07:00

Tongue loves naval.
relatives!

we ate marche ytd.
was awesome.
not as awesome as village though
went down to weinan's place to get christel's naval pierced.
he was like so funny & so mean.
and guess what, he is clara's ex.
Mazing eh!
gonna get busy soon.

regarding that,
plainly because it is rubbish!
besides, they told me so, I'm listening this time.
;)
for real, my beloved girlfrens.
i can do this, i can! no more vicious cycle!

i woke up in terror, I SWEAR, i had a terrible terrible nightmare
(though i derreamt of shawn yue. heh)
and i fell down and hurt my ankle.
misery misery eh.
and i called several friends.
one just told me they can only talk to me on wed.
another was just awesomely kind. just 5 seconds of comfort was plenty.
wesly's so bimbotic. made me laugh alot, & he is having his exams too.
swear again. haha
oh i also dreamt of the secondary school mates.
lotta cheering, lotta girlfriends.
missed.

eh-mazing eh, aloof sehh.
k back to my harry potter;)
DUH-BER GREENS.
;))

2007-08-18T07:32:00.000-07:00

stacie orrico- more to life
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

CHORUS:
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Trippin' out thinkin' there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... There's gotta be more

(Than wanting more)

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half-way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

CHORUS

I'm wanting more

I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed....
Always... Always...

CHORUS - repeat twice

More to life
There's gotta be more to life (more to life)
There's gotta be more to life (more)
More to my life

awesome & gruesome

2007-08-18T06:28:00.000-07:00

i just woke up,
ytd i reached home at 10 this morning.
tabbooed and zouked.
tabboo- uncle eddie's birthday,
dumped gallons of alcohol down the throat.
partied with christel, kammy, javiar and clara.
met darren there though, i bet uncle eddie kissed him inside out.

zouk- headed down with kammy, javiar and clara.
met the rest of the ginggang
durg, marcus, debbie ang, ken, august, august's fren. oh bumped into NP's liwen & emily too.
by the time we were there, the world was spinning & we puked alot.
i did not pass out, javiar & debbie did though.
unglamorous, people!
we guarded them till 7 plus.
heh reached home at 10

awesome & gruesome
oh i met fiona xie too.
she's ok.

oh ya and clara said she found me really familiar cos i met her before,
ashley chia, phuture,
da-dang- mystery solved.
back to bed again; )

2007-08-17T03:24:00.000-07:00

rained like fuck today
damn the weather.
tsk.
went to swim regardless;) heh.
going to town at 9 to meet the rest and we are heading down to zouk first then tabboo.
uncle edi's birthday seh.
the baby do not want to party today cos she wants to accompany her girlfriend.
tsk, want girlfren dont want bestfriend.
CHRISTEL BELLE, SUNDAY U GO PIERCE ALONE, I DONT WANT U ALREADY.
it's so boring, the party clique are having exams too.
how u tell me how;( a few more days but i am dying already oh crap.

2007-08-16T08:55:00.001-07:00

ok i admit i am freaking lazy.
i even rejected chilling out with kammy.
i totally nuaed the whole day. WHERE'S THE SWIMMING SESSION ASSLEY?
see la. PRISON BREAK PRISON BREAK (PB) now i'm gonna be a fat ass.
wa but i'm like desperate for prison break. i just finished the last episode i have for PB. shitcase.
tmr i must(CROSSES FINGERS) go swimming.
and not to forget, tmr's their first paper!
better rest well & do well ;)
Debbie & Joey & Quan & Qing & Chammy & Vion ;)
( yea i dont give shit about the rest)
See Quan, i appreciate you alright, i even NAMED YOU OUT IN BOLD
LOVE LOVE!

anyway we are heading down to zouk on sat.
kammy & ginggang. hoohoo. party time again!
and faith will be there too.
she so wanna kiss ... i shan't tell u all.
the more anticipated event is next wed's mambo.
with Debbie & Joey, hopefully.
i really badly seriously anticipating it!

Jordin Sparks- This is my now
There was a time I packed my dreams away
Living in a shell, hiding from myself.
There was a time when I was so afraid

I thought I’d reached the end.
Baby, that was then.
But I am made of more than my yesterdays.

This is my now,

And I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around,
I can’t believe the love I see.

My fear’s behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.
This is my now.

I had to decide.
Was I gonna play it safe?
Or look somewhere deep inside,
Try to turn the tide.
Find the strength to take that step of faith?

This is my now,

And I am breathing in the moment.
[ This Is My Now lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
As I look around,
I can’t believe the love I see.

My fear’s behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.
This is my now.

I have a courage like never before, yeah.
I settled for less, but I’m ready for more.

Ready for more…

This is my now,
And I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around,
I can’t believe the love I see.

My fear’s behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.
This is my now,

And I am breathing in the moment.
As I look around,
I can’t believe the love I see.

My fear’s behind me,
Gone are the shadows and doubt.
That was then.

This is my now.
This is my now.

2007-08-15T23:03:00.000-07:00

rainy morning.
dark & cold. yea the plan was to tan ; (

ytd went to town to chill with kammy, adrian, darren, variant, august.
damn funny, i'm turning gay soon. LOVE LOVE.

faith came over to make 1st month anniversary card for her boy.
lovey-dovey siaaa.
so funny, we burnt paper and smoked in my room, woo it smelt like MOS.
we talked about alot of things and yes, the bottom line is " why not", why not?
hahah and we were suppose to go tanning & swimming today. i overslept;(

2007-08-14T01:37:00.001-07:00

awesome awesome
i just caught Mean girls again.
yet, it is my favourite show ever.
and yes Jonathan Bennett is totally cute. SO CUTE.
vicous cycle ah woman!

yakked on the phone for-ever with debbie ytd.
we could really talk about everything and anything under the moon la.
and i really appreciate that cause she's really busy now ; )
then there was this part that was really funny

debbie: eh, what's that sound ah?
me: i dont know, i heard it too, eh dont like that ah.
debbie: YOU DONT LIKE THAT, I'M ALSO ALONE NOW LA. DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.
me: okay okay change topic change topic!

it was really funny and everything
and yea we are really alike in somesorta things.
just not born to be one. haha no potential, i'm not refering to lesbianism in anyway if there's such a word.
i dont know how i would survive screaming through the night if she didnt call me.
that's why i HEART HEART HER.
yucks, i sound so bim-bish.
nah, i am not plastic.
the true blue rock.